I have found out from Mother Earth that Motherhood is not lost due to cancers. I have been waiting for the deep acceptance of this feeling so that the horrible pain inside the gut of my spirit would be healed. I’ve been telling myself this almost every day to get through each day emotionally for the last 15 years. Motherhood is expressed and gained in a way in my life to show others there is room at the table for me with other women to be an innovative mother. I have birthed some many experiences that have given or shown many others love, support, boundaries, respect and compassion that I deserve to be there for what I consider to be Maternal gifts. Yes, I do. Yes, I am Miriam.